I just depressed myself majorly.
I was looking at the forums of 3FC and I saw an old post of mine where I talked about losing 118lbs. Holy crap. How did I manage to screw up this much in six months? I'm now at 20lbs. That's almost 100lbs away, my god.
But then I thought about how I wouldn't screw up as much this time around, either. I know what I'm doing. I don't have to go with Mom for that devastating hospital stay again (gained back 9lbs). I'm gonna make it.
Still wish I hadn't let myself go, though.
In lighter news, my feet and legs haven't swollen yet! EEEEEE! :D
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